Not Finished Yet
Humour gives way to uncertainty when an unexpected diagnosis changes the road ahead. Not Finished Yet is a story of vulnerability, support and finding another mile within yourself.

bigdaveakers brings a mature, cinematic sensibility to alternative singer-songwriter music, drawing on heartland rock, classic ballads and emotionally direct storytelling.
The songs are rooted in lived experience, finding stories in the unexpected turns, difficult moments and occasional absurdities of ordinary life. There's warmth and vulnerability, but also a healthy disregard for sentimentality and a willingness to laugh when things are at their least funny.
An opening collection of six songs charts a deeply personal cancer journey, from diagnosis and surgery through rehabilitation, chemotherapy and the uncertainty that follows. Told with candour, dark humour and an appreciation of the people who make difficult times bearable, it establishes an approach to songwriting that extends well beyond that experience.
At its heart, bigdaveakers is about telling human stories without pretending that life is neat, predictable or always particularly fair.
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Humour gives way to uncertainty when an unexpected diagnosis changes the road ahead. Not Finished Yet is a story of vulnerability, support and finding another mile within yourself.
Part 2 of the cancer journey: tests, hospital appointments and prehab before surgery. Dry humour, frustration and resolve lead up to the main event.
Part 3 of the cancer journey: the day of surgery and hospital recovery. Following Not Finished Yet and Mr Popular, The Great Escape finds blunt humour in paper pants, ward laps and learning stoma care. Small freedoms build towards three welcome words—“You’re going home”—and a getaway worthy of Steve McQueen.
Part 4 of the cancer journey, following Not Finished Yet, Mr Popular and The Great Escape. After cancer surgery, rehabilitation means learning stoma care, finding the limits of a walk and returning to the swimming pool. For a moment, he feels like himself again. Then the news: chemotherapy is required. Blunt humour and small gains in independence sit alongside the next stage of treatment. The journey is not over; tomorrow, the oncologist.
Part 5 of the cancer journey: the first month of chemotherapy. Hospital dates collide with ordinary life, Little Fred travels to Amsterdam, and parking and needles leave plenty to swear about. Then the woman opposite talks about a much longer treatment and the holiday she hopes to take. Defiance gives way to a wider perspective: every chair has a story, and everyone is fighting something different. Four rounds down, twenty still to go.
Part 6 of the cancer journey: twenty-four treatments, the completion of chemotherapy, and the bell at the end of it. Christmas humour, tired hands and feet, and miles travelled lead to gratitude for family, nurses and the people still in those chairs. Then the counting stops. With Helen and Little Fred beside the narrator, relief opens into an unexpected question: what comes next?
A reflection on the six-part cancer journey, three years later. Airport humour, life with Little Fred and further hospital setbacks lead to an unexpected discovery: remembering what happened is not the same as feeling it. Hearing those stories in music brings the tears that practical coping had held back. With Helen beside the narrator and ordinary life continuing, there is finally room to weep.
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